No Matter Love ( Chapter 2)

1.Fresher Party Tamasa

It's about 20 years before..
When I used to be an engineering student.
Don't want to mension the college name.
From day one... I was a scholar student...
I am not saying this... This was told by my class teacher...

When I newly joined the college... Seniors of the institute threw a fresher party. On that there were various events...

I was a talkative and funny guy... Everyone of our class used to know my name... As i was wondering almost every where..

Talking with almost everyone...

Flirting with girls... And I was a pro basket ball 🏀 player...

Fresher party :

And after the second half...
" Ankush dutta has to propose ❤️ Rekha agarwal"

Oh... Some people get nervous for their first interaction in fresher party but I was happy...
I will get a chance to propose a girl.

When she came to stage... I got the flower  from the seniors and proposed her...

But the girl Rekha was so rude... And egoistic. She just threw the flower and slapped me in front of the whole gathering...

All of them were laughing at me...

Then I too stood up and give her a tight slap...

And this time... No laughing... Everyone was giving me a serious look...

I :

Why? What happened...
For her you will be supporting and for me... You are gazing at me such as you all will kill me right now...

Why.. Cz I am a boy and he is a girl...

Why so discrimination...

What I did... I just propose her... And that to by the otders of my seniors...

Is it a big sin?

What she will do will be right and why I will be damn wrong always... 😠

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One of my senior started clapping...
And slowly on my support my friends stood up and started clapping...

Slowly the whole class started clapping...

On a angry face, Rekha left the stage and the party including her gang...

I too left the stage and the party room...

When I came out the room with my friends...
Two of the friends of Rekha ( Neha, Kriti) was standing outside the room.

One of them said pointing to me :

You bloody fool, you don't know to whom you are competing with. She is richer than you. You don't have any position in front of her...

Her father can took over 100 collages like your one. And you are only a student.

Just keep watching... What's happening on words.

You insulted her...

Just wait and watch...
( she told me pointing her hands)

I had my anger in next level.
In anger I caught her hand tight and just turned.. It..

She shouted...

And i just pushed her to right side and she was just to fall down... Her another friend saved her..

I:

Shut up your mouth... and get out...

2. Sorry for the day

After three weeks of busy schedule
We had our first internal of first semester...

In the class room... I used to sit in the back bench... And was just making fun with my friends... With my gang...
Sourav, ravi and others.

And about that girls gang... I hated them but still i used to notice them. They used to come to the classes. Their daily routin was, the twos ( neha, kriti) will give me a angry and intense look... And then three of them will sit on the front bench...

It was their daily routin.
But Rekha was not looking towords me at all.
And she shouldn't, otherwise I will get her eyes 👀 out... 😠

5 Days before Xam

I was wondering in the campus with my friends, suddenly my cell phone beeps...

Oh! Whatsapp msg from unknown number?

Msg

Sorry!
For the day!
Fresher party!

I:.
May I know your name...

She :
Rekha Agarwal.

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Then I didn't reply any thing...

After 10 minutes

Msg

She :.

Would you like to come to the library tomorrow...?

We will be grateful if you come and teach us physics...

We will be waiting... ☺️

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We had 5 days as holidays for internal preparation...

She called me to library but I didn't go!

Why would  I ? ... Why would I go to that egoistic fellow after all?

Then I slept.
After some time.. Watchman called me...

Watchman :

Hey! Anku...
Someone is calling you...
Go and meet her...

I saw through the window...

Rekha was standing in the ground. It was afternoon ( almost 1.20 pm)

I ignored her and slept.

My friends were also sleeping.
We slept by closing the windows...

After few hours when I woke up, she was still standing on the ground.

Other friends were watching her from their respective rooms...

Watchman :

From that time only she is standing their...
Asking to meet you...

I went down...

I :
What?
Why are you standing here till now?

She :
I will go only if you agreed to come with me to the library...

I:.
And why would I do that...

She :
Because now no more fight...
Just let have a friendship.

I:
Friendship...
I have enough friend ... Almost all except three of you...
Don't need a friend...

She :

But i need...
A friend...
Will you be...?

I:
Lots of friends are there... Why I?

She :

Not everyone proposed me... And if I say " after proposing you are living me.. Why?"

It's right when you will propose and wrong if I?

Won't you support me now...?

I:

Well!
Now you go...
I will join you from tomorrow...

Next Day...

I went to library...
She was there...
I noticed something that i didn't previously...

Rakha was damn beautiful...
Just like a fairy...
Oh... I. Know I am going crazy 🤪 going filmy but still...

It's the truth..

The hate for her inside me... Prevented me to have a look of a beautiful creation of God. 😍

I entered into the library. We studied together. In between I used to keep watching her..

It's the final semester of the 1st year...
Rekha was just behind me...

We were busy answering our qstns suddenly the teacher came to me... And asked me :

Ankush... You are dismissed for todays exam... You had the cheat with you... We are fool here...?

We understood you as a brilliant student... And you are doing the shameful things....
Get out...

I saw a cheat near my leg. Then without any explanation I left the class room...

I was mistaken. I was not cheating.

After few days...
I was sitting sadly..

She :
Hi...
Why are you sitting here... Come, joi. Us..

I:

No.. I am fine..

Meera :

She caught my hand and pulled me with her..
We went to a pub...
We dance...
While dancing... She put both her hands on my chest and I  put my hands on her waste and we started dancing...

While dancing I was constantly looking into her eyes and she too doing the same with me...

Then... She kissed me... No no.. Not on lip on my chick only...

I touched her chick.. And I kissed on her lip...

Smart af 😊

Then...
Then...
She ran away... In shy...
I went after her...

And find her nowhere... 😁

Oh there she was...
I went to the garden where she was sitting...

I was half drunk...
I just caught her tight... And started kissing her neck...

Suddenly five to six boys came there and started beating me badly...

And left me there in that situation...

Next day...
I found myself... Half naked in that garden... People looking at me..

I managed to get out of that garden... And reached at hostel.

Suddenly I got a call from the principal...

Principal :

You are rusticated ankush...
Seems your crime rate is growing up... Which is not good for the colege.

So get the tc and set us free..

I:

But what I did sir?
Plz tell me..

Principle :
You are charged as attempting to rape ms.  Rekha Agarwal.
To keep the reputation of our collage i have not complained to police yet..

I:.
What sir...
Are you mad..? I love her...
Why would I do that?
You just call her... Plz sir.. Don't rusticate me... Sir plz..
My career will be spoil...

Principle:.
I am giving you a final warning. If you are not changing I will make sure that your career will be spoiled..

I:
Thank you sir...

****I ran towords the class.. I entered class inbetween..
I went to Rekha.

I :

Rekha plz... Tell the class we live eachother...
I have not done anything wrong with you...

Plz... Tell the truth Rekha.. Plz...
Rekha... All are thinking that I have tried to rape you...
Plz tell something..

Teacher. :
Ankush... Don't disturbe the class..
Just get out..

*** Rekha was still silent...

With anger... I got out of the room...
I went to the hostel...

In evening :

Avishek :
You tried to rape her?

I :
No not atall...

Avishek:
Then ahe is lying...

I:
What do you mean?
She told that I tried to rape her...

Avishek :
Yes... She told to the public.. And five of her friends beat you badly... And she torn your cloths as well..
She is playing with you... Ankush..
She is playing..

I:
No I cant believe you... I can't

Avishek :
As you wish... Now whole college think you as a criminal.. Except we two... Because I know... You are innocent...
But still if you have faith on her... Keep it up.. Bro..

*** whole night was sleepless..

Next day...

I msg her in whatsapp...

Hei...
I didn't try to rape you... Right?
Why you tell a lye?
Plz reply...
Any one trying to scare you tell me..
You love me.. na...
I love you💝..
Come back... Plz... We will all start from scratch❣️ ...
Plz...
If you are angry😠 on me.. Beat me... You naked me, insulted me on public...
But still I love you yar... Plz...
Reply.. 🙏🙏🙏
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***But no reply...

***Next day  I saw neha... I ran towords her...

I :
Neha.. Plz.. Once, call Rekha.. I want to talk to her.. Plz.. Tell her to meet me..

Neha :

Get lost... You fool. She don't love you... You don't have any position before her... You are a beggar... Get lost you poor fellow...

I:
No... She loves me... And I loves her too..

Neha:
Awwww... I feel very bad for you. She was only playing with you... You insulted her.. Now see who is insulted...
A wonderful game... You didn't yet understand.. 😂😂😂

***I went to the class room... But she used to be absent daily...

I asked to some of her friends... According to them she had gone for home... Before few days..

Next day

When I was sitting behind the fountain ⛲ at evening...
I had a voice.. From the back side of the fountain

She :.

Oh... That fool... Ankush...
He insulted me... And she... How he is suffering...

*** I slowly moved towords the backside of the fountain... And she was in the arms of Shuvam ( her boy friend)

I :
Rekha...

***Suddenly She stood up...

***I turned her towords me... And gave a tight slap...

I:
I think you had forgetten the one I gave you at fresher party...
If the same had happened... Then... Remember this for your life long you f**k**g as***ole.

What do you think I will miss you, never...!
Just get lost...
I turned arround..

She :

Ankush...
An kush....
You insulted me in public in front of two classes... And I insulted you in front of the whole collage.

It's tit for tat...
Now just fuck offf...

Go... Go now... 😂😂

I went to my hostel...
And I ate poision that night...

I was in hospital for 1 week...
I was lost...
I was cheated...
From that day I left that college..

I got admitted in a privte collage...
And got a job... Then... I am here now...

After so long on age of 45 some one loves me...
How would I accept...
If I had to face the same situation and had to feel the same pain...

From that day to today... I never seen a girl like that...
Cause till now I could never forget Rekha...

But as per my knowledge meera is a nice girl. 
She should deserve a better person than me...

After so much meet... I also started feeling for her...
Now it's better to forget.

I had lost my parents few years ago in an accedent. I have noone to tell my agony. It's me and my unlucky ess.

I am. Lonely in the lonely world. Noone is for me... 😢