No Matter Love (Chapter 1)

The First Signature

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Final year in Computer Sc. And Engineering. And today is the day of campus placement.

Not at all a genius student. Still trying to manage my level best.

I was waiting for my time. Suddenly a sound came from inside...

"meera kumari"...

Gathering all my documents, I ran inside.
And got to know that my interviewer is at desk 2.
I went there.

When I reached there, I saw the interviewer (a man of 45, with black hair and brownish-black beard) was drinking coffee and doing something on his cell phone.

Interviewer :

Oh !

 Plz have a sit.

I:
Thank you sir.

Interviewer :
Oh it's Ankush. Call me ankush.
Introduce yourself.

I:
My name is meera. From JIHM schools of Engineering....

(I was nervous before, but now I was comfortable, might be due to the interviewers approach...)

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It was time to announce 📢 the result...
And the list includes...
1.anish
2.Jaya
3.resma
.
.
.
.
10.Meera...

(oh.. No... I was so happy... My god, finally got a job after so much rejection... And all thanks goes to that interviewer...😊 )

***After few hours there was a meeting from the recruitment team,

We reached at the venue...

Oh... It was my interviewer, who was at the podium...

He :
Welcome to NMTR soft LTD...
And we recruit student like you from....

(long speech)

When the speech ended, I rushes towards the interviewer and ask... Shall we have a selfie..

*** It was a bit odd for him, i felt, but he agreed and hi gave a autograph as per my request.

He might think why the girl is so exited...

And the real reason was, he was like a messiah for me... He got me the job... I wanted to worship him as a God... Know it sounds crazy but what to do 😅... I put the autograph in my personal diary along with the printed selfie photo.. 😉

2.Meeting The Destiny
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Jan 15, the joining date at gurgaon delhi.

Being a girl from the north India... Got a job in my own city, a sign of fortune...

I Entered into NMTR soft LTD.  After entering I found lot many new joinees moving towards B block. I too joined them. And now I reached the B block. A list was there about project and manger details.

I searched my name.
Project : xyz
Manager :Ankush das sharma.

I was surprised... Is this the person I interviewed to? 😅
Then it's gonna  be more exiting.

When I reached the venue, it's a tall handsome young guy named "Ankush". Everybody looking towards him. He was really handsome and very professional.

I :
May I come in sir?

He:
Yes plz. Don't call me sir. Call me Ankush. We are all colleague here. So just relax and let's work with each other.

The process went on...
The whole day induction was really cool.

***from next day on words it was training session...

On the first day of training we had 30 people in our batch. Training started...

After a week, I heard that Ankush Dash sharma personally trains their project members after one or two weeks of common training.

And come to the class after one week. Among all he choose few trainees for that by making a mcq test.

That day it happened... And fortunately I was selected. I was not that bright student, but how I got selected was miracle 😅.

From that day... Everyday we went his personal training room which was uses to be on the top floor.

Noone usually going their except the construction members often. Only we trainees.

After one week, I noticed some times that Ankush sir is showing interested on me. While teaching me, sometimes he was trying to touch me. While I was working, he used to gaze at me.

At times he uses to offer me coffee. I thought it may be common for a trainer to observe his trainee and might be I was thinking about him much.

But once a day before weekend , he gave me a task to feel the excel sheet. It was late. All trainee were gone.

I:
Ankush! It's too late. I will not have a cab to go. Can I go now?

He:
Ok... You can leave...
Mmmm...

***I packed my bag...
Mean while...

He :
Hey... Meera...
Stop...
You... You like me?

I:
Yah, of course...

He :
Then can we have something today inbetween us...

I:
What?

He :
Don't werry... No one will know... Plz come inside my chamber.

***Then he pulled me inside his chamber. I tried to escape... And shout... He forcefully shut my mouth by his hand...

Then he push me against his table and started removing my clothes..

I just kicked him and tried to run away... He just torn my cloths.

I ran.

He :
Nothing gonna happen. It's weekend noone is there. All had left earlier.

I ran through the stairs.
And he was running behind me.

I arrived at first floor. I went inside the office hoping someone should be there. Even the guards had also left.

I entered inside but noone was there. I shouted help. No reply.
Then I saw a chamber light had turned on. Then I ran towords that chamber. I went inside.. And I found noone there, when I turned back, it was ankush moving towords me and he had already closed the door.

I:
Plz leave me...
Plz..
I am not that kind of girl you are thinking...

He:
Just for one night. Common baby. Noone will know believe me...

***Then he caught me tight and started kissing me... While kissing me in my lip... Instead of kissing my lip he kissed a palm...

And how... Yes.. It was Ankush dutta who stopped him and slapped him.

It was the chamber of Ankush Dutta who was a senior project manager and working till that time. He was in washroom while I entered in his cabin.

He gave ankush a tight slap.
At once registered a sexual harassment case on him and asked him to leave the office.

***Next monday the director board decided to fire ankush from the job as they had to strong witness. Except that some workers were also noticed the same.

Then...after meeting...
Ankush dutta sir  told that, he will train me personally.

***I joined ankush dutta sir's project. He trained me for 3 weeks. He was kind, soft-spoken, inteligent. I had developed a good impression on him.

One day I reached at his home.And knocked the door.
He opened the door.

He :
Oh! You...
Come inside...

Tell me what so urgency... 😀

I :
I had a problem with setup. Personal laptops are not allowed in office. So I thought i would aproach you at home.

He :
It's ok.
Give me...

***His house was well organized. A small beautiful house.

I:
She must be your wife right...? (by seeing a photo of him with a woman).

He:
No... No...
He is one of my best friend... Who married recently. It was a photo with her in her reception.

I:
Ok..
Then where is madam...?

He:
What do you think?
Every mid age people must have wife?
I am still single... 😅

I:
Really... Nice 😀

He:
😳What so funny in this?
Why are you laughing?

I:
I too single. So when I find a single like me. I got happy.

He:
Ok..😁Too funny.

I:
Can I have coffee.

He :
Actually I don't have coffee at my home. I used to go to side shop for it.
If you don't mind, we can have one.. There..

I:
Yah sure.

He :
Let me be freshed.

*** he went to the washroom. Then he came out as a well dressed gentle man. A bit professional and a bit casual. 😉

We reached at the shop...
He ordered the coffee. Suddenly he got a call. He started talking. Inbetween the time I was gazing at him.
I don't know, I couldn't stop gazing at him. He was in a so charming outfit. His way of speaking... Was fabulous.

Slowly I attend conferences and project meeting with him as his assistant. 

I liked caring aboit him. He was very good to me... He too taking care of me... 

In leasure periods we were cracking jokes... And he was too funny... 

Slowly I got to know him deeply... 

He is a lonely person but full of entertainment.... And fun... 

Once you nicely talk to him and just mix with his world... He has the capacity of enyertaining you whole life... 

The immature love
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***while i kept gazing at him

He :
Meera... Meera... Where had you lost?

I:
Oh sorry...

He :
Coffee had already been cold. What are tou thinking about?

I:
I think about that how can be a man so good and so perfect...

He :
Really? And who is that...

I:
You...

He :
Oh... Thanks buddy...
But it is... 😀

I:
If I said, that I want that person then ?

*** he stood up inbetween drinking the coffee and left the coffe shop in few seconds...

Waiter told that he had paid the amount.

***I went home by cab 🚘.

Next day...

I reached office...

I:
Sorry sir...
For tomorrow's behaviour.

He :
It's ok.
Focus on work...

***Days passed by. With the passing days, my fantasy towords him was also growing.

***That weekend I reached his home.This time he didn't ask me to come inside.

Then I forcefully entered.
Then

I :
I want to tell you something.

***He was avoiding me..

I stopped him and shout..

I want answer...

He :(slapped me)

Love is  not a nursery game... We will play...

It's nothing but an infatuation that tins have on the first meet if the man is attractive.

After one to two interaction... The infatuation is over. Life is lost somehow.

You are in age of 22 and I am 45. Double +1 of your age. Just stay away...

I:
Stay away...? Really? 
What would you think of...
I had no infatuation. I love you. I want to spend rest of my life with you.
I love you.

Day and night I see your face everywhere. I am getting mad...
Without you..
Plz... Plz... Accept me... Plz...
I want your love...
Plz...

Why you saved me that night? 

Why? 

Plz... 

Accept me... 

Sir... 

Plz... 

He :
Get out of my house, right now... 😠
Right nowwww...

I left his house... That day...

I took leave for one week. 

Then.. Suddenly I got a call from my office that my trainer was in the hospital.

When I reached hospital, I saw him in ICU. Then doctor said that, condition is very critical. Operation required.

Police came there and told that, the employee who was fired by the director board few days ago attacked him.

I was shocked and I felt guilty.

Police :

See no one came to visit him except his office staff. You are here so I am giving you the diary he had while driving.

I:
Ok... 😢

***after few minutes... I thought should I read his personal diary or not... 🤔

Let's read it!